Is this how you would manage your life ?

Nobody can manage our choices in life but ourselfs, even if it means cutting people off your life due to the fact that their toxic to you or just becuase you know what they do will effect you if you keep haning out with them. If your a good person you know you got a good heart when you feel bad for doing whats best for you and your decisions do mattr because its a choice that you thought of deeply.